The real reason Alicia Keys stopped wearing makeup
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Alicia Keys had everyone talking when she arrived at the
2016 MTV Video Music Awards in August 2016 wearing (gasp!) no makeup. What was
the decision behind her bold mode? As it turns out, that choice was a long time
coming.
In a powerful essay for Lena Dunham's newsletter Lenny,
published May 31, 2016, Keys discussed how her many years in the public eye had
altered her perception of beauty and perfection. "I remember when I first
started to be in the public eye. Oh my gawd! Everyone had something to
say," she wrote. "'She's so hard, she acts like a boy, she must be
gay, she should be more feminine!' But the truth is, I was just from New York,
and everyone I knew acted like that."
Keys continued, "But this wasn't the streets of New
York. This was the harsh, judgmental world of entertainment and my biggest test
yet." Keys said the pressures of the industry turned her into a
"chameleon" who was "constantly changing so all the 'they's'
would accept me." She wrote, "Every time I left the house, I would be
worried if I didn't put on makeup: What if someone wanted a picture?? What if
they POSTED it??? These were the insecure, superficial, but honest thoughts I
was thinking. And all of it, one way or another, was based too much on what
other people thought of me."
When it came time to work on her newest album, In Common,
Keys revealed she had a Network-esque, "mad-as-hell" moment about the
public's standards of beauty for women. "Before I started my new album, I
wrote a list of all the things that I was sick of," she said in her Lenny
essay. "And one was how much women are brainwashed into feeling like we
have to be skinny, or sexy, or desirable, or perfect."
"One of the many things I was tired of was the constant
judgment of women," she said. "The constant stereotyping through
every medium that makes us feel like being a normal size is not normal, and
heaven forbid if you're plus-size. Or the constant message that being sexy
means being naked. All of it is so frustrating and so freakin'
impossible."
With this "a-ha" moment in place, Keys soon began
to notice that many of the songs she had written were about "masks filled
with metaphors about hiding." Her song, "When a Girl Can't Be
Herself," includes the lyrics, "Who says I must conceal what i'm made
of Maybe all this is covering my self-esteem."
"No disrespect to Maybelline, the word just worked
after the maybe," Keys wrote in her Lenny essay. "But the truth is…I
was really starting to feel like that—that, as I am, I was not good enough for
the world to see."
With all of these thoughts and questions floating about in
her mind, Keys—who credits meditation for helping her find "clarity and a
deeper knowledge" of herself—finally discovered a way to channel her
frustrations into a positive message, albeit accidentally. Writing for Lenny,
Keys recalled arriving for a photo shoot fresh from the gym wearing a baseball
hat and scarf. The photographer, Paola Kudacki, wanted to shoot her as she
arrived—real and raw to reflect the real and raw music on her album. Although
she hesitated at first, Keys finally gave in. The result, she wrote, was
powerful.
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