My Sophomore Year by KATIE SUCH (Episode 1)

Prologue
Not everyone is the same. People expect me to be like everyone else,
but guess what. I AM NOT. I hate trying to fit in. It’s a bunch of crap.
If I end up making friends then I guess I will. I don’t play well with
others. My mom thinks it’s because my father is gone. But honestly I
couldn’t care less. I don’t hate my life I just hate the people in it. I
have had boyfriends but they never stayed around long enough for
me to even begin to care about them. So, someday maybe I will
change but for now I’m good with being alone. Least I have my brain
on my side. I’m smart and that will help me far in life. So you know
what I could die and old unmarried virgin for all I care.

(Episode 1)
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. I got in the shower silently
and washed my long brown emo cut hair. I put body wash on a
scrunchie and I washed my body. I am five foot seven. So I’m not
short but I’m not extremely tall either. I wear a size zero. But I have
thirty six c cup bra. I got out of the shower, and put on my bra and
underwear (I don’t wear thongs they are disgusting and I hate the
way the feel. I usually wear boy shorts.) Then I put on a pair of black
skinny jeans, a black tank top, and a bright lime green shirt. I took
my hair out of its towel and I took the blow dryer and started to
blow dry my hair. As soon as I dried my hair I took my hair jell and
kind of made it poof up. (Not like gross, it’s a hard thing to explain)
then I grabbed my make up and put on my foundation and cover up.
I drew a thick dark line under my hazel eyes with eyeliner and put
thinner dark line on my eyelid then I put on some mascara and some
bright green eye shadow to match my shirt. I changed my eyebrow,
nose, and lip piercings to lime green ones. Then I brushed my teeth.
Finally done getting ready, I grabbed my new black shoulder
strapped book bag with white skulls on it. (If you haven’t noticed I
love black.) I quickly went down stairs. It’s only seven thirty so I have
a half hour till I have to be at school.
“Morning mom,” I said as I walked into the kitchen. She is a CEO at
Mac industries, so we are kind of rich. My mom has this vision of me
being all preppy and popular. But I am definitely not like that. AT
ALL! I know for a fact I’m pretty because I did date the captain of the
football team for a few weeks. But then he got needy and boring. So
that was the end of it. Also a lot of girls I don’t even hang out with
say they think I’m pretty, but I kind of just ignore them. I hate most
of the people in the school because they act like preppy little bitches
to most of the kid’s and it’s like “why be nice to me if you can’t be
nice to them?” But mostly just try to stay away from them.
“Good morning Elissa,” She didn’t even look up when she said, “You
should go change, because I do not approve of your outfit.”
“Um you don’t tell me what to wear I don’t care if you don’t approve
this is what I want to wear and I hate dressing like I am all preppy
and a bitch so don’t even tell me I have to change because I’m not
going to,” I roll my eyes and grab a bagel she made for me and I ate
it and put on my lime green converse high tops. I walked out the
door with my book bag started to walk to school. I only live like 2
blocks from the school.
It’s the first day of school, I’m excited. I’m a sophomore in high
school. I go to North view High School in Los Angeles California. I’m
15 year’s old and I don’t really have a lot of friends. I have one
really good friend and then everyone else is just an acquaintance.
The school is just for freshmen thru seniors. So there isn’t that many
people that go here. Probably about 200 and I know that there are
only 30 in my grade. I’m not sure how many are in the other grades.
I went to my locker and put my stuff in and grabbed my schedule. I
had History first hour.
“Hey Elissa,” Bree said. She’s my best friend and my only good friend.
“Hey let me see your schedule.” I took hers and matched it with mine.
The only class we didn’t have together was our fifth hour classes she
had study hall while I took Drama. She’s not as good at school as
me because I pretty much have a photographic memory. I have never
gotten a problem wrong on anything. I have had perfect grades since
kindergarten.
“Why would you take drama? I mean really? You’ll have Mrs. Melina
for two classes instead of for just choir.”
“So, you know I love acting and singing, and you know I want to be
famous some day.” I really did but I also want to be a doctor. But I
would rather play a fake doctor on television and make millions a
year than be a really doctor and make half a million a year.
“Yeah but what if neither of those things work out for you?”
“Then I’ll be a doctor. Duh,”
“Okay then, if you say so.”
“I do.” Just as I said that the bell rang and Mrs. Salina walked in with
a stack of paper in her hands.
“Morning class welcome to U. S. History, this class is easy if you pay
attention and if you listen to me.” She was talking through her ass.
Not everyone was good at history so even if the paid attention they
might fail. Of course I won’t though.
“Unless you’re like Elissa,” someone said behind me. I turned around
and saw that it was Jake. He was one of my ex boyfriends. I gave him
a dirty look.
“Well not all of us are gifted with such a good brain. So Elissa is
lucky she is so smart.” Mrs. Salina said, “Now come get your books.”
Okay so the rest of the day was boring I felt like I was going to die. It
was only Monday. Plus the first week is always the worst then I start
loving school. So what’s the point of talking about the first week

when it’s going to be lame? So on to next week? I say so.

“Elissa Jackson please report to the principle’s office immediately.” I
heard the loud speaker go as I was walking to history. I stop where is
was and turned around and headed towards the office. It’s Monday
and they usually only call people to the office if they are getting
suspended. But I haven’t done anything wrong so that can’t be why
I’m getting called. At least I hope not. I opened the door and saw a
beautiful emo guy with dark brown hair. He looked somewhere
around six feet tall. I walked to the counter.
“Hi, I was called. Why am I here?”
“He Elissa this is Aiden and he just moved here from Detroit with his
dad, I would like you to show him to his classes he has the same
schedule as you and his locker is right next to yours so please show
him where to go. Make sure you show him where his locker is I’m
sure he doesn’t want to keep his book bag with him all day.” Principle
Warner said.
“Ummmm kay, I turned to Aiden,” Hi my name is Elissa nice to meet
you.”
“Hi I’m Aiden,” He looked at me for the first time. He had amazing
blue eyes. He had his nose, tongue, eyebrow, and lip all pierced. He
was the cutest emo guy I have ever seen, “Can you take me to my
locker please?”
“Uh yeah this way,” I walked out of the office and went to my right.
The bell for History to start was just about to ring. We were going to
be late. I hate being late. But I’m sure Mrs. Salina will understand.
“Okay, what’s your locker number?”
“231,”
“Okay, then its right here. If you even need to talk, my locker is 230
so u can just stick a note in my locker. I never keep it locked. Cause I
really have nothing to hide.”
“Okay, I really like your out fit. When the principle was telling me
about you, and how smart you are and everything, I figured you
would look like a dweeb with huge glasses and be all gross. But you
are beautiful and aren’t anything I expected.” He had a huge smile on
his face.
“Well that just shows you that you don’t judge someone until you
meet them. Now let’s get to history we are already late.’
“Okay. So why are you in choir and Drama?” he asked.
“Because, I want to be an actress and a singer when I get out of high
school what about you?”
“I love theatre I want to be on Broadway someday.”
“That’s awesome.”
“Yeah,” we were walking into history class as we finished talking.
“You’re late Elissa, and who is this?” Mrs. Salina
“I’m Aiden and don’t blame Elissa for being late she was showing me
where my locker was.”
“Well Aiden don’t let me catch you being late again, now take your
seat next to Elissa in the back row.”
“Okay,” he came and sat next to me. He passed me a note that said:
Hey. Want hang out sometime. I know we haven’t really talked much
yet but you seem cool and I would really love to be friends.
My Reply:
Yeah sure I would like that after school today? My mom won’t be
home until five but she won’t mind.
I waited a few seconds before I passed it so Mrs. Salina wouldn’t get
suspicious. He caught on to my idea and when he passed it back she
had her back faced to the whiteboard.
Aiden:
That sounds good. Do you take a bus?
Me:
Yeah, I take bus number seven.
Aiden:
No way. Me too, well I guess we will be seeing a lot of each other.
Me:
Well duh we do only have the same schedule.
Aiden:
Oh yeah duh. =)
I just read the note and shoved it in my binder. I looked at Aiden and
just smiled. I have to admit he is beautiful. I wish I had met him
sooner. He is really smart, like me but I don’t know if he has a
photographic memory like I do. He might just study a lot.
At lunch I actually have some one to sit by we started a conversation
as soon as we sat down. We were eating the school’s food. Today it’s
Chicken nuggets and fries, so yummy.
“So what’s your favorite color?” Aiden intently looked into my eyes.
“Mine is black and what about you?” His eyes are so blue; I could
stare into them all day. I know how awkward that sounds but they
are just so beautiful.
“Well it used to be black also but now I’m in love with the color of
your eyes.” He was flirting, I blushed really hard. I tried not to but I
failed miserably. He put his hand on mine.
“What’s your favorite band?”
“Kinda cheesy but I love Panic at the Disco.”
“No way that’s mine too.”
“It looks like we have more in common than we thought.” He was
really getting to me. I was taught never let a guy into your heart
unless you know you will last forever so I have to keep him out. I
don’t know if we will last and until I know my heart is on lock down.
No one gets in or out. Well I should just say no one gets in because
there is no one in it to get out.
“Yeah, we sure do.” I smiled politely. I didn’t want to fall for this guy
because I am too afraid he won’t catch me if I do. The shrill of the
bell interrupted my thoughts. “Time for Drama, fun, you will love
Mrs. Malia she is absolutely hilarious.”

“Really I can’t wait to see this.” He said as we walked in.

Aiden sat by me the whole ride on the bus. He has been with me so
he hasn’t met anyone else, but I have heard a bunch of girls say how
hot he is. I’m sure he has heard them too but just ignored them. I
found out that he lives right across the street from me. I knew we
had some people moving in but I didn’t know that they had a
teenage son. Now I enjoy my neighbor hood a little more (Wink,
Wink).
“Nice house,” He was looking up from his blackberry making sure he
could see where he was going.
“Thanks. Want to stay here in the living room or do you want to go
upstairs to my room?” We have homework in English, Algebra 2, and
Biology.
“We can go upstairs. We’ve got lots of work to do.” Which wasn’t a
lie, we did have a ton of homework to do. So we went upstairs to my
room. My walls are a dark blue, carpet is black, and my bed spread
is black with huge white polka dots on it, “Nice room.”
“Thanks.” We sat at my desk and worked on our homework. I didn’t
notice the clock when I heard the front door slam.
“Elissa, I’m Home!” My mom yelled.
“Okay!” I yelled back, “Be down in a minute.” I turned to Aiden, “Come
on she is going to want to meet you, it’s not everyday I have a new
friend over.”
“Okay let’s go.” He stood up from his chair and we walked
downstairs.
“Hi mom,” She’s in her business suit like always. I wondered if she
had something new for me. She usually does every Monday.
“Hi, who’s this?”
“I’m Aiden,” He answered for himself, “I just moved in across the
street.”
“Well nice to meet you. You can call me Veronica.”
“Okay, Nice to meet you too.”
“So, mom anything new at work today?” I was hinting something
because she usually cuts right to it and gives it to me. (Sorry if I’m
sounding like a brat, I’m usually not, I just like stuff haha.)
“Oh, right, here it’s the IPod touch 4.0 and take the new Mac phone.
It’s a touch screen a full keyboard and it has unlimited internet.”
“Wow, cool thanks mom.”
“No problem, here Aiden you can have them too, I have extra ones
for whoever,”
“Wow, thanks Veronica.”
“No problem, but you two can go ahead and do whatever I’m going
to shower and then order Chinese Aiden you’re welcome to stay if
you want.”
“Thanks, I’ll have to call my mom and ask if that’s okay though.”
“Alright I’ll be back in about an hour.” She said and walked up the
stairs to her room.
“An hour to shower really?” Aiden asked.
“Yeah, she takes forever in the bathroom. She even sleeps in make up
incase she gets a call in the middle of the night from her imaginary
boyfriend.”
“You’re kidding right?”
“Umm no, but hey lets go out back and sit on the porch swing.”
“Okay, I’ll do anything as long as I’m with you.”
“Wow, you’re such a flirt.” (But I love every minute of it.) I thought.
“I know, but you love it.”
“Umm no not really,” I tried to act tough about it but truth be told
being with Aiden made me feel different. I hated to admit it but I’m
becoming a softy. So not good! I really should stop. But how?
“Not even a little?”
“Nope,” We sat down on the swing as I said that. I put one leg up on
the swing and faced him. He did the same.
“Not even if I do this?” He put his hand on the back of my neck and
pulled me in close and kissed me. I was a little shocked but I kissed
back and my stomach started flipping as if I knew that he’s the one.
It was only for like ten seconds. He pulled away and just smiled,
“Friends right?”
“Friends,” I was kinda sad that he just said friends. But I have to
remember I can not fall for him. I don’t want my heart broken. Just
like it was when my dad left I was torn apart.
“Good. I have to go though, tell your mom I said thanks for the
phone and IPod and the dinner invite but I have to head home.”
“Okay, see you at the bus stop tomorrow?” I asked.
“Of course.” He smiled and gave me a quick hug. I decided to change
all the stuff to my new phone and give Bree a call.
“Hello?” She answered.
“Hey, what are you up to?” I was upset but I wanted to tell her what
happened.
“Nothing just at home, how did it go with the new kid today?”
“Aiden, he came over after school and we did our homework, and
then my mom gave him the new IPod and a new phone, oh by the
way I’ll bring yours tomorrow, but anyway after that we went and
sat on my porch and he kissed me,”
“OMG!!! NO WAY!!!! Was it good?”
“Yes! But then after he said ‘friends right?’”
“Awe maybe he was just afraid to ask you out because he didn’t
want you to turn him down and think he’s weird.”
“Maybe but hey my mom is calling me down for dinner so ill talk to
you tomorrow okay?”
“Okay. Bye.”
“Bye Bree,” I hung up the phone annoyed and I just wanted to know
what was going on. My stomach was doing flips when he kissed me.
Well whatever he doesn’t want to be together so I might as well just
forget bout him like that.
The rest of the week went by and neither Aiden nor I have said
anything more about the kiss it’s like it never happened. Except it
did, we kept going on and pretty soon we were best friends.

It’s been three months since me and Aiden kissed. We are best friends
now. Bree moved to New York with her mom. Because her parents
got divorced, but I talk to her every weekend. She keeps asking when
I’m going to tell Aiden how I feel about him. But I’m not sure if he
feels the same way so I don’t want to rush him into anything until I
know how he feels about me. I hope he feels the same way because
the winter formal is coming up in about two weeks. I want to ask
him to go. Even though I hate dances, but I thought it would be nice
to go with my best friend or even my boyfriend.
Monday at school I walked up to Aiden, “Hey,”
“Hi, what are you doing for the Formal? I was thinking about asking
this girl I like. But I’m not sure how she feels about me.”
“I say go for it, just ask her or maybe put a note in her locker. I don’t
know but I bet she likes you back.” I just wanted him to be happy
even if I wasn’t the girl. Whoever he was talking about I bet she’s
beautiful.
“Okay, thanks for the advice, I’ll be to history in a few, by the way I
think you look gorgeous today.”
“Thanks you don’t look half bad yourself.” I said unaffected because
we always tell each other how we look every day. I’m wearing a
black shirt with a blue tank top, a pair of blue skinny jeans, and my
black converse. My piercings are all black and blue stripped, except
my lip. It’s white with blue dots. I really wonder who Aiden was
talking about now because of what he said. Oh well I guess I’ll find
out when I talk to him. He walked into history a minute after the
bell rang.
“Well Aiden what do you have to say for yourself? You’re late, let’s
here that excuse.” Mrs. Salina asked.
“The truth is I was leaving a note in the smartest and prettiest girl’s
locker asking her to the winter formal.” He said flat out with
confidence.
“Oh well next time do that on your own time not mine. I don’t want
to have to wait for you to get a girl. This is my class time Aiden, now
take your seat. Next time you will have detention.”
“Yes ma’am,” Aiden replied. I quickly wrote a note saying:
Hey, who’s the girl? Can I know?
I quickly passed it to him, he read it looked at me smiled and wrote
something and passed it back to me:
You already know her. But I can’t tell you her name. It’s a secret.
Why are you jealous?
Me:
No of course not, why would I be?
Aiden:
Idk, I don’t understand why you are asking then? You’ll find out soon
enough.
Me:
Wow, what’s wrong with you today? You’re crabby or something.
Aiden:
Sorry, I just think this isn’t really your business until the person says
yes or no. You know you’re my best friend and that I love you like
you’re my sister right?
Me:
Love you too Aiden, but don’t be so snippy with me. Sorry don’t
mean to be a bitch.
Aiden:
Its okay I’m kinda crabby anyway, but I’ll talk to you after class I
don’t want you to get in trouble.
I was really irritated so I just didn’t reply. Aiden could be so sweet but
sometimes he could be a real pain in the ass. But I got to love him
he’s so much like me.
After class I went to my locker. Aiden didn’t come with like he usually
does. Oh well… I opened it and I looked in the holder where Aiden
and I always put our notes to each other. Sure enough there was a
piece of paper neatly folded in the holder. I pulled out the note it
read:
Elissa,
We have been friends since the day I started school here. When I saw
you walk into the office on my first day I thought you were the most
beautiful girl I have ever seen, I didn’t know how to tell you in
person but I love you and I have since the first time I met you. When
we were on your porch and I kissed you, I didn’t think that you
wanted to be with me so that’s why I said friends. But ever since then
I regret not asking you out I have loved you for the longest time and
I want you to be my girl and everything. Will you please go to the
winter formal with me?
I read this and I felt the tears well up in my eyes. This is the guy I’m
in love with and the guy I really want. I have never felt this way
about any other guy.
Not letting Aiden know I read the note I walked into my next class.
He looked at me and I smiled. He gave me a confused look. I just
ignored it for now. I was going to make him wait just like he made
me wait for him to ask me out. He’s going to have to wait for an
answer.
After school I walked up to Aiden and said, “Hey,”
“Hi so did you get my note?”
“Yeah I did.”
“So what do you say?”
“I’d rather do this,” I pulled him really close and kissed him. He pulled
away.
“I take that as a yes.”
“Hmmm do I have to make it any clearer?”
“I think you should.” He wrapped his arms around my waist and I
wrapped mine around his neck and kissed him.
“Get a room,” I heard someone say. I didn’t recognize the voice at
first. I turned around and saw Jake standing there.
“Shut up Jake,” I said.
“No, by the way Aiden have fun with my sloppy seconds.” He said and
walked away.
“You dated him?” Aiden asked surprised.
“Uhh yeah for a while.”
“He’s a jerk though. For how long?”
“A year and a half, he was my longest relationship.”
“Oh, well we better get to the bus.”
“Wait, your not mad are you?” I looked at him with confused eyes.
“No but tell me one thing. Did you sleep with him?”
“No! I’m a virgin. Are you though?”
“No,” He kinda looked away when he answered.
“Oh, well let’s go.” I started to walk away and he followed
“It was with only one person and we were together for 2 years, but
she broke up with me for someone else.”
“Okay, I get it,” I said and boarded the bus. I sat down and when he
sat next to me I looked at him and said, “Just so you know I’m not
ready to have sex and I’m not going to be for awhile, Ok?”
“Okay,” was all he said. I looked out the window on the ride home.
We were together and already having problems. This isn’t good. But I
guess we will see where this all goes.

I started to put on my dress, its blue with sparkles on it. It goes all
the way to the floor, and its form fitting. I actually didn’t look as
emo as I always do. I took out all my piercings and I straightened
my hair so it looked normal. I don’t really like looking like this, but I
want to prove that if I want to I can make my self look pretty and
not like an emo Goth.
As soon as I was completely ready I sat on my bed to wait for Aiden
to come. He was here within ten minutes. I heard the chime of the
door bell. I started to walk down the stairs as my mom let him in.
“Wow, umm Elissa you look. Wow,” That’s all he could say. (Haha)
“Thanks, you look amazing yourself.” He had a tux on with a tie to
match my dress, it was even sparkly. My mom took a few pictures of
us and we left for the dance. His mom drove us. Neither of us can
drive yet. But I have my permit. I’m not sure if he does.
After the dance we walked out side and sat on the bench, he hadn’t
called his mom yet. I didn’t really want him to. It was going good so
far and it’s nice to know that there is someone like me out in the
world. I use to think I would end up alone because I was the odd
person out, but now I know that there is someone for me and like me
in this shitty world.
“So, what should we do now?” Aiden asked.
“Whatever you want to.” I looked at him and kissed his cheek. I
started to turn my head away again and he pulled me back to him
and kissed me. It started off just a slow kiss, we deepened it and he
opened his mouth and ran his tongue along my bottom lip begging
for entrance. I teased him a little and then let him in. His tongue
explored every inch of my mouth. Then I heard someone clear their
throat. It was Mr. Jackson our principle.
“Ummmm Elissa did you ever finish that service learning idea for the
school yet?” he asked.
“Uh yup, I’ll have it on your desk Monday morning”
“Okay thanks.”
“No problem.” I said and he walked away and I looked at Aiden and
we both just started laughing.
“Well that was slightly awkward,” he said.
“Just a little want to go down to the park?”
“Sure why not?” he said and we got up and went to the park.
“I used to play here with my dad when I was little.”
“Wow, where is your dad now?” I knew he was going to ask because I
brought it up.
“He died last year of leukemia,” I kinda looked away; talking about
my dad is a really hard subject. I was closer to my dad than I am my
mom. He understood my problem mom never seemed to.
“Oh, I’m so sorry for bringing it up.”
“No it’s alright, I just hate that my mom seems to have forgotten
him and just hooks up with a different random guy every week. It’s
like she’s trying to replace my dad.”
“I’m really sorry Elissa.”
“It’s alright it’s not your fault. But sometimes I do wonder what
would happen if I were to do something wrong that she does and
then she what she has to say about it. Because she doesn’t know
what it’s like living with her, she should live with someone who is just
like her.”
“I don’t know what to say…”
“You don’t have to say anything Aiden just be here for me and be
someone for me to spill my feelings to.”
“Okay, I will always be here for you I promise.”
“Thanks,” I said and kissed him. I just wanted all of these thoughts to
just wash away. Pretty soon he pulled away.
“You’re very welcome just promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”
“I won’t I promise, I love you to much.”
“Really?”
“Yes Aiden you are my world,” I brought him to my favorite place to
sit.
In the morning I woke up to the sound of my phone vibrating on my
bed side table. I looked at it and I was from Aiden,
Elissa want to come over? my parents aren’t home and my mom or
dad won’t care.
I wrote back saying,
Sure but you know my rule.
Aiden
Of course baby I know. I won’t ever try anything until you are ready
and you know that I already told you that.
Instead of replying I got up and got dressed my hair was still kinda
straight from last night so I threw it up into a cute little pony tail,
keeping my side bangs down. I put on a pair of jean short shorts and
a purple shirt over a black tank top. I slipped on my black clogs and I
headed across the street to Aiden’s house. I knocked on the door and
waited. I never just walk in, that would be rude. He opened the door
and just moved so I could walk in.
“Hey,” I said. Not knowing what else to say.
“Hi, so do you want to watch a movie or go up stairs or something?”
He asked grabbing a blanket off the floor and putting it back on the
couch.
“Ummmm sure what movie?”
“How about a Nightmare on Elm Street?”
“Sure’ but I’m not the biggest on scary movies so you’re going to
have to sit close to me,” I lied I love scary movies, but you have to
make the guy feel like he can protect you. So I figured that’s a good
way to fake it.
“Of course baby I would do that anyway. I am here for you when you
get scared,” he said as he grabbed the movie and put it in the DVD
player. While he put the movie in I sat down on the couch and
covered up with the blanket he threw on the couch. He grabbed the
remote and pressed play and sat next to me and I cuddled him.
During the whole movie I acted scared but I really wasn’t, it’s like the
best movie ever.
After the movie ended Aiden got up and took out the movie and
turned on some television show that I don’t watch.
“So when will your parents be home?”
“Next week they are in Japan on some business thing.”
“Oh, okay. So your home alone until then, that must suck.” I said.
“Nope because you’re here,” He smiled and kissed me soft but sweet. I
kissed back we kissed for a while, until he started to move his hand
up my thigh, I pulled away.
“Whoa Aiden you know my rules,” I was kinda panicky.
“Oh my god I’m sorry, really Elissa I didn’t mean to.”
“It’s fine, just stop for a minute. I need to go to the bathroom.”
“Okay, up the stairs to your right.”
“Thanks,” I stood up and moved the blanket off of me. I walked
upstairs and to the right. I didn’t pay attention to anything. I didn’t
really have to go to the bathroom I just wanted to get out for a
minute. I looked at my self in the mirror I fixed my pony tail and
adjusted my shirt. It’s not really that I’m not ready I just feel
inexperienced. I love Aiden to death it’s just that he’s done this before
and I haven’t. I don’t want to rush it anyway. We haven’t been dating
that long either. I don’t know what to do but I have to go back down
there. I opened the door and walked back down. Short shorts
probably weren’t my best idea.
“Sorry had to fix my face.”
“It’s fine, so what do you want to do?”
“Doesn’t matter,” I sat back next to him and rested my head on his
shoulder.
“Okay well we can just watch this for now I guess.”
“Okay.”
“What time do you have to be home?”
“Doesn’t matter I don’t have a curfew on the weekends.”
“Oh okay. Would your mom let you spend the night?”
“I’m sure she wouldn’t care. I’ll text her and ask her.” I grabbed my
phone from my pocket.
“Okay.”
I texted my mom:
Hey mom, can I spend the night
At Aiden’s house tonight?
She answered back like right away:
Sure Hun, I’m having a friend
Over tonight anyway. But no sex, you know that I wouldn’t like that.
I answered back annoyed:
Whatever mom.
She answered:
I’m serious Elissa do not lose your virginity tonight.
I replied pissed off now:
My god mom I don’t plan on it. Now just go back to work.
She texted back
Kay Hun, love you.
I didn’t even text back I find it disgusting that she does this. She just
goes and has sex with any man she can. I swear she’s going to end
up having another kid. I mean she’ll have the money and the room
but she can barely control me. She’s lucky I want to do well in
school and that I’m not a drop out.
“So what did she say?” Aiden asked.
“I can, she’s going to have a friend over tonight. So usually when she
does that I sleep over a friend’s house because I don’t want to hear
all that.”
“Oh alright,” he rested his hand on my knee.
“Yeah, sometimes I just want to have sex and be like yeah I did so
just shut up you do it all the time. But I’m scared to.”
“Well, I’m not going to be the one to force you into anything. So
when you’re ready I am, and if you ever just want to ‘play’ but no
sex I can help you with that.”
“Okay. Nice to know,” I didn’t really want to do that either. It seems
kind of weird and awkward.
“Yeah, so um what time is it?”
“12:30,”
“Okay, do you want me to order Chinese or something?”
“Sure sounds yummy.”
“Okay,” he just laughed at me and I ran over to my house to get my
clothes while Aiden ordered take out. Thank god they deliver. The
food came a half hour later. We ate in pretty much silence. The rest
of the night kind of seemed to fly by.
“So you can either sleep in my room with me or you can sleep in the
guest room that is down the hall to the left.”
“I just sleep in your room with you.”
“Okay,” we walked in and I sat on his bed. It’s really soft, I love it. His
room I painted all black with lime green paint splatters. His bed
spread is lime green.
“You can change into your pajamas if you want to.”
“I will, I’ll be right back.”
“Okay,” he said as I walked out of his room and into the bathroom. I
put on my blue shorts and my black shirt that went with them. The
shirt has a blue bear on it. I picked up my other clothes and put them
back in my bag. I kept my bag in the bathroom. I walked out and
went back into his room he’s sitting there with no shirt and just his
pajama pants on. His perfectly sculpted six pack is just right there.
“Wow, uhh can you please put a shirt on?”
“Why? I always sleep like this.”
“It’s distracting.”
“Then not wearing a shirt is doing its job.”
“Wow, good one just please put a shirt on.”
“Fine,” he got up and walked up to me, “Are you sure I need one?”
Before I could say anything he pressed his soft lips to mine. We stood
there for a while and we just kissed. I ran my hands up and down
tracing the perfect lines of his abs while he had one hand on my butt
and the other in my hair. This is a little more than what I’m use to
but I like it. I don’t want it to stop. Before I really noticed Aiden
pulled me down on the bed and was on top of me. I didn’t really
want to stop it. He pulled my shirt up a little and started to put his
hands under my shorts. I pulled away.
“Aiden no, I’m not ready for sex.”
“I know, but just relax, no sex I promise, you’ll like this,” He said and
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